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Name: Amanda Birthday: 6/9/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: Rocking out on my air-guitar, going to concerts, babbling about random shit, having chugging races with friends, kick boxing, taebo, paintballing, skeet shooting, hanging out with friends, waterballoon fights, day dreaming, playing video and computer games, photography, mountain bike racing, watching movies (I am an official movie whore), hitting random objects, listening to music, moshing, horseback riding, joy driving, making voodoo dolls, pilates(yes, I can put both my feet behind my head), finishing Giamo's math homework and Joe's Creative Writing puzzle things, playing Texas Hold 'em and winning lots of money, go-karting, swimming, dancing my ass off, exercising, horseback riding, insulting people in German, fantasizing about ways to kill myself, playing psychotic volleyball with Natalie lighting random shit on fire, gazing at the stars, scribbling on paper, archery, marksmanship, stealing street signs, fantasizing about what I can't have... Expertise: LOTR (I am the undefeated champion of Lord of the Rings Risk, Lord of the Rings Monopoly, and Lord of the Rings Trivial Pursuit, and if you challenge me I will whoop your ass +1!!!!!!) ANY CHALLENGERS?????????
Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: skeletalxrage AIM: anjaschiesst AIM: iheartevilelves MSN: amandaprisk@hotmail.com
Member Since:
4/4/2005
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| I've been bleeding well, from this old wound. Cleaning it with salt, so it will still feel new. Sometimes eyes turn black. And sometimes scars are tracks. But every time you're gone, I wish that you'd come back.
And everyone watched me waste myself. And everyone cheered at last. All of them found it comforting. It's better it's me than them.
I think I'm doing well, from what they say. They've taken both my belt and shoe-laces away. But I believe in luck, I think I do. But I'll believe for sure If I ever see you.
I been fanning flames, from these old coals Feeding them with tenderness And hoping they will grow. And I've been savouring what I can't hold. A blind belief in goodness, that doesn't seem to show.
And I've been bleeding well, from this old wound. Cleaning it with salt, so it will still feel new.
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| "It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing and there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it, right? And this bag was like, dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. And that's the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and...this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse. But it helps me remember...and I need to remember...Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in."
--Ricky Fitts, American Beauty | | |
| Gutted like a pig... All I want is the world to bleed... Someone somewhere stole my desire... The pain akin to being punched in the throat and stabbed in the chest.
I'd rather bleed than be without him... Gone are the tender whispers dancing in my ears... They're replaced with lackluster memories... My cries... My screams... They just play in my empty room...
It's so hard to see when my eyes are rolling in the back of my head... It's even harder to speak when everything I say just comes out wrong... My bed swallows me whole as the days bleed together... Torment on the lips of a loved one... And if I try hard enough... I can almost taste him... Feel him pass...
And now I scream... "OH GOD WHY ME!!!!!!!" | | |
| Lift up a stone and you will find him, cherish the beauty in the world around us Not in buildings or crosses made by man. JUDGE ME, FUCK YOU, STOP PLAYING GOD.
Your forked tongue prophecies, carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU SHOULD BE CRUCIFIED,
then maybe just maybe you would have an idea Of what you are talking about. My only solace is that one day, JUDGEMENT COME FOR THE WICKED, THEN WE'LL SEE WHO BURNS.
Raise your heads, unclasp your hands, YOUR WEAKNESS MAKES ME TREMBLE. True strength comes from within And we were given this life to live, not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by DEGRADING OTHERS? Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense. FOR THE PEOPLE YOU'VE HURT, and the being your dishonor, YOUR FALL FROM GRACE will finally justify my means. Judge me and now you are me and what's worse You are now a traitor to your god Tell me Judas, HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE LOOKED DOWN UPON?
Sinners like YOU SHOULD BE STRUNG UP FROM THE HIGHEST TREE, You judged me and now you are me, STOP PLAYING GOD... | | |
| I think I've made a mistake...
I've been taken advantage of, and it hurts...
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